336 Miles Apart

There’s magic in our conversations

336 miles apart

Your voice soothes me

I feel your soul

Like a calming sea in the distance viewed from the shore 

We are connected 

You are air

I am water

You remind me to breathe

I remind you to drink

We nourish each other’s soul

A stillness within my heart traces our boundaries 

I remember we stand 336 miles apart

Yet we are not

We always return to where we left off

Two creatures of the sea

Both near and far

Swirling, dancing, touching

Divided by a wave touching both sides of our heart

Interlaced by a body of water

Drifting together, drifting apart

Moving side by side

Fused by movement

A vision of peace and beauty

Sharing one heart

And I remember

You are air

I am water

Dancing in the sea

336 miles apart

Wonderful Dreams

It was a hazy day
On a late afternoon
The sun shined flecks of orange and gold
My whole body felt light and relieved
There he stood
My old friend hugging me good bye
Comforting me
As I started to let go
Turning my head down and away from the safety of his chest
Realizing I didn’t really want him to leave
I could feel my heart was trying to tug me back
He said, ” when will I see you again?”
Externally I froze
Internally I processed at rapid speeds
I looked up to say, “I’m here now,”
with a coy, half-crooked smile
He smiled back with a partial laugh
Our eyes met between our laughter
Then fate stepped in
His lips met mine
I felt my body melt into his
The softness of his tender kiss
The slowness I’ve missed
Our lips met for another
Three short breathless kisses
The kind I adore
I couldn’t feel my heart anymore
Exchanged in the heat of the moment
I presented him a gift
My heart was now his
My eyes opened wide
It was a dream
I wonder what this all means?
Other than just a wonderful dream.

Where is my warrior, my lord, my god?

Desire and passion
Just the mere thought brings me to my knees
Arms held overhead
My body against the wall
The heat of his breath whispering against my neck
His right knee gently wedged between my thighs pressing firmly against me
The ecstasy being in that moment of energy
I sigh…
Those are the thoughts that haunt me
The way his scent intoxicated me
He was the lover before last
He was a universal love
Where we made love in the clouds underneath the stars
Yet the strength of his kiss missed the erotic touch I missed
If I could take his pleasure and mix it with another
One who kisses of fire and desire
I would have the perfect lover
The last lover tragically missed
The orgasms were there, but the kisses too wet to maintain a spark!
I Want
I Need
FIRE!!!
I want to feel my heart gasp
I want my stomach to fall
I need to be on the cusp of fainting and screaming for more
I crave a warrior
I want him to tear my goddess walls down
Chip away inch by inch with a fiery kiss
To turn my world upside down
To bring me to my knees
To weep of erotic joy
To take me back to the stars
With the moon as my guard
Where I belong
I need to feel loved and desired
So I ask…
Where is my warrior, my lord, my god?

Since I Stopped Loving You

I remember the laughter and smiles
Late nights, draft beer, smoking cigarettes
Going nowhere for miles

I found love in you
It was simple
Easy
Love always felt new

Then we threw it away
We got lost,
Things got complicated
We fought with closed ears, closed hearts

Now I carry your memory everywhere I go
It’s gotta be bad juju I know
Sealed in a locket
Kept in my pocket
I’m makin my own ruse
To help me when I’m feelin blue

I’m getting along, moving along
Creating new memories
Doing my best to stay strong
Lookin for a new accessory
To wear around my heart

These sappy love songs on the air
Reminding me of you
Trying to get the words right
They just don’t seem to fit, they’re too small, too tight, too big to keep
me from losing you

Metaphors, recollections, simple impressions
We all got a song or two about rejection
Or love that lasts
Love that don’t

We used to talk about the rain
Dream about the days we’d hold each other through the storm
Every drop that hit the window
Was a tear lost without you near
Rain today is an opportunity for another man
to cease the moment you threw away

I just want to get myself out there
Change the weather
Sing a happier tune
Find someone better looking than you

Now I carry your memory everywhere I go
It’s gotta be bad juju I know
Sealed in a locket
Kept in my pocket
I’m makin my own ruse
To help me when I’m feelin blue

I’m getting along, moving along
Creating new memories
Doing my best to stay strong
Lookin for a new accessory
to wear around my heart

Looking for some happier times
Happier tunes
Looking for a reason just to get by
Smiling was easy when I was around you
All my smiles have died since I stopped loving you

what we could be

i pretend to feel nothing
to be numb
a false sense of reality
when i am eating
broken glass

i wash myself
with razor blades
dress my skin
with salt

i picture your face
when you ripped
out my heart

i miss your smile
and your laughter
when we pretend
what i thought was real

i miss my soulmate
i will miss
you
until the bitter end

i won’t call
or look
for you
in crowded
streets

i won’t say your
name
but i will feel
you always
crying within me

i walked barefoot
a thousand
lives
i looked for you each
time

i stumbled upon you
after three decades 
i couldn’t believe i never
knew when i first met you

my soulmate found
the heart of my heart
the soul of my soul
i cried in relief

a few years of
epic love
and the illusion
is gone

now i cry in grief
to be dissed for a
high
your other love

i will cry a thousand
more lives
dragging my cut up feet
bearing the loss of what we could be

 

Free Me

Those that carry all things

Feel everything as real

Every day is a struggle of intertwined vines of emotions –

fear, love, pain, happiness, stress and anger

All surroundings are absorbed

Reminders of everything in an image to hold and release

Wings in a photograph

Find a way to free me

Whiskers

Little whiskers left near the sink 

Left to remind me of your face

Scurrying to wipe them away

I secretly want them to stay

I look for them each day

I hate you I love you

I hate you I love you

The pain is too unbearable to take

I keep wondering did I make a mistake?

Why must I be caught in this space?

Where everywhere I go, every thought I embrace- they lead me back to you

Everything and nothing leads me back to you 

The bedroom smells of nothing but you

I can barely eat

I can barely sleep

I hear your name echoing between the silence of the in between moments of my thoughts and dreams

People who are meant to be

Find a way to fight for what they want and love

They don’t give up

They don’t walk away even if they’re told to leave-they hold on with all they got

There are no secrets to hide in love

There is only truth, friendship and trust 

There is no anger when there is love

But there is always pain in love

Pain is unavoidable when we love

Without pain we can’t see the joy

They are interchangeable 

The dark needs the light and the light needs the dark 

It’s hard work to keep love alive between two damaged souls

People may wander , they may even go away

True love eventually returns to those meant to stay

If not, the whiskers are left to remind me of a dream that once was 

And it is you I dream of

Lies Only Hurt The One You Love

 

My soul weighs down

My vision is clouded

There is an endless blue sky

I see only grey I only see grey

 

These little fights take a punch like a heavy weight

Knocking my head to the ground it’s too much to take

I am starting to break

You’re not fighting fair

 

Lies only hurt the one you love

They only protect the ones you never think of

It’s only you and me in this street fight, keep it fair

Protect the one who cares

 

You spin my words and I lose my thoughts

You keep bringing up the past and making shit up

Classic victim behavior, is that all you got?

It’s dirty fighting the way you one up

 

When you going to see you are only hurting me

The one you claim to love

While the unknowns shine in your light

Leaving me to stand alone on this dark night

 

When you going to see lies are the devil

Poison to the mind

My heart bleeds black

My heart bleeds black

 

We go round and round

Dancing in the ring

You got gloves

My hands are bare

I am trying to fight fair

Standing here black and blue

My eyes are only on you

 

Lies only hurt the one you love

They only protect the ones you never think of

It’s only you and me in this street fight, keep it fair

Protect the one who cares

Lies only hurt the one you love

Lies only hurt the one you love

Lies only hurt the one you love

They only protect the ones you never think of

 

 

 

An Intimate Moment, You and Me

I love you for removing the grey clouds that pierce my eyes,
I love you for adding extra sunshine to my life,
I love you for getting mad at my irrational times that make me shake the fears that are only mine,
It makes me adore you more,
For the man you are,
For being attentive,
For adding change,
For the continued effort,
I love you all the same,
I love you for all the love you show and give,
I love you for all these things,
The many, many, many things,
I even love you for all things you haven’t done because our time isn’t done,
For the infinite years that are still to come,
I love between the hours of today and tomorrow,
When you are loving me,
I fall more and more in love each time I look your eyes, 
When you are between my thighs reaching the depths of me,
It is there where I see your soul and feel the bond that cannot break,
You hold the key to everything that makes you and me.

Caged In Love

Last night I felt high

My spirit soared passionately

Excitement tingled between our flesh

Our breath spoke the hidden language of love

Engaged in our kiss

Entangled souls

Our bodies wrapped as one

Lost in the moment

Caught between heaven and earth

I drifted to sleep from the ecstasy of it all

I slept with the Angels

As the morning whispered first light

I  still feel you holding me tight

My heart is caged in love

Fits me like a glove

For the first time

I don’t want to fly

I don’t want to get away

I want to be here

With you

My heart I thought was mine

Was always yours

Drifting

I am nothing more than an empty vessel when we are separated by the sea of life, my love drifts without you, my one and only home. 

Threefold

His enchanted soul radiates love and devotion

Making love to my mind, body and soul

Passionately it becomes all-encompassing 

Breathing life into my every thought 

Filling me with a feeling of contentment 

No matter where we are

The warmth of his love reaches mine

I flutter and smile all the time

My blessed soul is charmed to receive such magic

Such love

A true, priceless gift 

Rare in this century today of on-line romance

And when my love dances back to reciprocate 

His love that I absorbed, intertwined with my own 

Showers him threefold

A Display of Love

His kiss bleeds passion

into my poetry and soul,

Leaving my life an ink well of hope 

and love,

Adding desire across the walls of my graffiti heart,

A painting of star-crossed lovers

in love,

In pain,

In art,

Displayed across infinite stars. 

Angel of Love

In the shadows of twilight, I casted flames to seal my soul from the loneliness of pain, enticing a contract with the devil. 

Then you emerged to snuff the flames with your light and love, with barely enough seconds left to spare my heart and soul, you are my angel of love. 

My Beat

Through the years

My heart traveled without a beat

Searching for sound

Hearing only the dead silence of the wind,

As the decades passed

Failing to reveal promise

My heart rebelled

Leaving me

-Malnourished,

Brittle,

Lacking strength,

It broke all the rules

Singing glory to booze

Tangled in all the wrong drugs

Nothing filled the void

Nothing charged my soul

Nothing rose to the occasion or delusion of love,

Then off in the distant

My heart heard a faint beat

It echoed through a breeze

I felt your name

It engraved me

And tattooed my heart quickly,

Magnetically I flew towards the echo

At the quickest speed

Traveling through the darkest dead thicket,

In a dreamlike trance

Bleeding your scent

Musically and fearlessly whimsical

Dancing to an erotic beat

I needed to savor your soul

In reality,

At last

Found

You and I

After an eternity of death in love

Music and lyrics

United

Addicted,

In your arms

Sharing your heart

Your soul

Chaos

I miss the mist of your core
Refreshing
Pure
You cleanse my soul
Drench the drought
And seal the cracks
Of time

I wander through haze
Blended grey
A hurricane
Wiped
Defeated
Finding my way

The angel and devil speak
Desires
Fears
Secrets I can’t keep
Return to me
To share the burden
Of chaos
We both keep

You’ve Awakened Me

You’ve awakened my soul from the death of me
From the deepest sleep
I am now released and free
I am now yours to keep
Caged in a love society

Staring into the sky
Dreaming of the day
You and I fly
Starting our journey

We are all we need
You are all I need
You are all I have ever needed
You’ve awakened me

You are the moon and stars
Your love is my universe
Your soul
And my soul
Are one

You are all I have ever needed
You’ve awakened me

You are all I have ever needed
You’ve awakened me

Lets take flight
Say good-bye to yesterday
Disappear into the night
Co-mingle with the deities and destiny

Lets figure out how to love
Without pain
The way words write of
You and I are all we need on this astral plane

We are all I need
You are all I need
You are all I have ever needed
You’ve awakened me

Universe of Love

My heart flutters in an array of sunshine,
My skin glistens with a hint of sound,
The vibration of our energy sings,
The world hears our enchanted music,
It reaches across the mountains to the ocean waves,
Disappearing into the deep

Our love floats against the sea,
Slams against the rocks.
Washes up on the sand,
And gets absorbed in the earth like quick sand

Penetrating mother earth’s core,
Generating new life,
Sparking volcanoes,
And natural craters,
Our love is alive

Our embers fly,
Spreading in the air,
Natural ash,
And the wind blows

We get carried away into the universe,
Passing the sun,
Dancing with the moon,
Off into the night to mingle with the stars,
Settling on a distant planet in our universe of love.

Does He Love Me So?

Long gone are the days that I’d strip away pieces of my mind
Where useless energy spent wandering a fool
Spinning my mind
Over time

Time needed
For solitude
For rejuvenation
Clarity

I for one should know
The introverted self
Where I sometimes hide
In my quiet time

So I ask
Forgive me?
For the fear
The neurotic times
The attachment style bears shame
For which there is no one else to blame
But I

No more tedious reflection
I accept the space
To grow
To nurture
To fall deeper-in love

Funny how sometimes loving another introvert
We selfishly forget
The needs
To be
Left
Alone

In the quiet times
Happily
I now sit here
In reflection
No longer worrying
Does he love me so?

To Remind Me of You

A haze of shooting stars
Shimmer across the sky
Lace together letters
Making words
Describing you and I

Destined to remain
Thousands and thousands of years unknown
Lovers of the abyss
Makers of the galaxy
Our souls scatter the universe

On cloudy nights
Or rain stricken evenings
Or when the moon sleeps
I am lost
Without the sight of you

I search desperately through the darkness
Hoping to catch a glimpse
A lighted sky
Anything
To remind me of you

I Can’t Describe

There’s a hundred and fifty different emotions I feel sitting next to you
All these feelings I get
Looking in your eyes
Captivating my senses
I’m missing you-
Why?

Thousands of years lost
My heart overwhelmed your found
When your sitting there-
Next to me

There’s a warm smile
Eluding from within
There’s this feeling
I love when it’s happening

I get wrapped up in you
One hundred and fifty emotions-Bottled up
Centuries waiting to unleash

It’s like thunder
Striking my heart
It’s like pouring rain
No wonder I miss you when it’s happening

When the skies cry
Releasing souls
I’m feeling them
Like I feel
When I look in your eyes

There’s a feeling I just can’t describe
I love you more than the word
I love you more than I can say
I love you
I really really really love you
You take more than my breath away

You take my soul
When I look in your eyes
Your soul absorbs mine
Mixed together
I feel all your love too

Why isn’t there another word to describe-
The love I feel for you?
Another word for love shared between two?

The rain has started to pour
I’m lying in bed
Remembering-
Your eyes
The feelings I can’t hide
All the emotions I can’t describe

Loving you more than the word-
I love you
Tortured
I can’t describe

A Dream

I like when you see your future
your tomorrow includes me
being a part of that
makes me feel-like a painted image of a dream.

Committed Carnality

Faded sweetness
washed away
salivating soul
crawling seductively
come
come and please me

Fanciful rapture
heated ecstasy
the tingles
perkiness brushes against my cloth

More, more, more
my patience runs thin
I need you here and now
I need to breathe
taste you in

Here
in our cocoon
foolishly safe
hidden souls
whispered lust

Committed heart
handed over
in eroticism
shimmers in our greed

Passionate love
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now

My crooked smirk
I’m hungry
lost each time
I look deep in your soul

My screaming spirit
oh my darkest angel
the desire
no one knows
cursed by those eyes

Hypnotized
over and over
again
I beg for no mercy

Keep me
locked
famished
enraptured

Begging
pleasing
loving
passionate souls
a committed carnality

I Couldn’t Hide

I saw you staring across the quad,
There was something in your eyes,
I wanted to run and hide,
Your soul burning in mine,
And my heart ached,
I wanted to be standing next to you

Fear struck me,
And I turned my head,
Looked the other way,
Pretended there was nothing there,
Nothing but air

And off I went
We were just kids,
And you were a little punk ass,
One of those good looking jocks,
Surrounded by all those wannabe players,
I didn’t fit in

I couldn’t make up my mind,
Kissing boys,
Kissing girls,
It just wasn’t our time

Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you

We went out separate ways,
Eleven years of childhood memories,
Never washed away,
I kept you locked away somewhere deep in my soul

Spent to many years chasing my soul,
Dancing with the devil,
Caressing lust

I couldn’t make up my mind,
Kissing boys,
Kissing girls,
It just wasn’t our time

Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you

No one never made sense to me,
No one made me feel whole,
No one understood me,
No one kissed my soul

You found me after decades,
Lingering in the phantom parade,
All messed up from the years of bad luck

You lit me up like a firestorm,
Turned my embers into flames,
The sex on fire,
Banished all my pain

Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you
Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you

No more kissing other boys,
No more kissing girls,
No more dancing with the devil,
I’ve found you.

Deep down inside I knew,
It was always you,
You knew it too,
I couldn’t hide from you,
Our destiny.

Take Every Part of Me

The words that escape your mind,
Painted across my screen,
Lavish me

They caress me like a warm oil massage,
The intense,
Erotic sensation builds between my sweet,
Luscious lips

I begin to fantasize with you here with me,
Laying patiently on my bed,
Your eyes glamour me like a devilish vampire,
Hungry for the taste of my enchanted blood

Slowly the pull gravitates me to you,
Under your spell,
I straddle your hips,
Grab your face with both hands,
Intertwining my fingers in your hair,
And kiss you with tempestuous passion

I can no longer breathe on my own without the support of your breath,
Breathing together as one,
You break away from my lips,
Stare deep into my eyes,
Your passion possesses me

I am paralyzed without your breath,
Your mouth firmly plants on the roundness of my shoulder,
You bite,
Pull away,
Looking to see how much more I can take

I scream a soft belching cry,
I hiss and I hungrily look to approve,
I beg and sigh

My body reacts,
My body dances like a snake,
And I grind

The devil comes alive in you,
Your hand grips my hair,
I feel the pain as you pull my head back,
A whimpering bellow echoes in return

The gleam in your eyes as you strike my neck,
Brings me orgasmically to your command,
And I now beg,
Plead,
With heated breath,
To take every part of me.

Off the Grid

I stir you like no other,
You desire me more than the moment you first laid eyes on me,
Though you do not know,
I desire you more today too,
As you move me beyond the depths of love,
I never thought love would feel like this,
I imagined it,
And never knew loving the right person,
Would bring such bliss,
It brings the serenity my soul craved,
And desired,
I love you simply does not do justice to what I feel inside my mind, body and soul,
I love you without reason,
I love you with,
I will spend the rest of my days loving you more than the day of our first kiss,
For I am truly lucky and fortunate to have you loving me the same,
It really is a blessing and gift to have love,
Our bond,
Our families,
Our love as you say, is “off the grid”,
Eight months ago,
I fell off this grid,
My soul became alive in the presence of my future,
Your heart,
Your soul,
Symbolically took my hand home,
With just one phone call,
I love you so,
Will always seep from my lips and soul.

You Ruined Me

I now dream of your lips brushing mine,
painting our favorite color red,
the warmth of your moist skin,
caressing me,
I’m lost in the moment,
you feel me,
inside my warm well,
massaging the mass between your legs,
that penetrate me,
my legs wrapped securely around you waist,
an ocean of love escapes between my thighs,
rocking to the music that beats between our souls,
I long to scream your name,
enthralled in the way you look at me,
your taste,
your scent,
the aroma of you and me,
captivates every one of my senses,
I want to bottle our perfume,
make it last,
a lifetime,
for young lovers fooled,
a treasure kept,
to outlive our time,
and my soul begs to relive the moment,
you ruined me,
and I made you mine.

To My Destiny

I love you with arms wide open,
I love you like the breeze that gently makes love to the trees,
Spreading like the wings of an eagle sweeping across the sky,
Touching the pink clouds to my dreams

I follow without fear,
I give to you,
All of me,
Taking a leap of faith,
To tomorrow,
To the infinite days that lie ahead

I love you without fear,
I love you without barriers,
My love,
Our love,
Has no borders,
It can’t be contained

Your love plays the strings to my acoustic guitar,
Hitting every note to my heart,
You are the sweetness to my soul,
You are the tears that flow down my eyes with the love I can’t describe

The beauty of your love is the morning caress of dew that graces the early rising roses,
Our love mimics the scent that draws the bees to pollinate,
Giving hope,
Faith,
Belief in true love,
Epic love

You are my light,
I follow like a moth to a flame,
Mesmerized mind, body and soul,
My heart sings,
My body dances,
To my destiny.

The Gift of Love

In the chaos of the stars,
A beautiful life,
Love,
Took hold of my heart,
I was struck,
By a multitude of luck,
Through the dark abyss I once treaded through,
My heart was stolen by the boy I once knew,
Now a man,
I love,
Adore,
Cherishing each moment like a gift,
From god,
Thanking Cupid,
To whomever destroyed the despair I once knew,
Opening my eyes to what is true,
What is love,
Everything I always knew,
But never dreamed could be,
I stand blessed with more,
A beautiful package within the gift,
Added family to call my own,
A priceless luxury,
The gift of love.

Your Prize, Your Pearl

Picturesque and exotic,
Where no words are needed to display an array of emotions felt in the raw truth of beauty,
You will find this truth in my eyes,
Reaching down inside my core,
The erotic love you adore,
Your hands will glide across my outer shell,
Caressing the zones,
Every ridge,
Looking for the door,
To let you in,
To film a world no one knows,
You have your lens,
I am your oyster,
The prize,
Your pearl,
Awaits in this silky mess,
Amidst my flesh,
Stare a little deeper,
Feel my breath whisper the clue,
Unlatch my door,
With the simplest words,
I love you.

From the Other Side

We are two prisoners caught between time and space,
I am a spirit without a shell,
You are a shell without a spirit,
Our heart still beats as one,
Tying us to the moment,
Where we are tortured,
No longer whole,
My mind speaks,
And you hear the echo,
You feel my love linger through your words,
Though it feels as though you are alone,
I feel alive still in your soul,
Where we are bound,
By endless time,
Our hearts may be torn,
But we are still one in this infinite universe,
Walking side by side,
Only now I’m your shadow,
Guarding you from the other side.

Written for my friend Shannon

Haunted by Candy

I wake longing to be nuzzled in your chest,
Tucked under your arm,
Soothed by your tight embrace,
Warm from the sauna of your skin,
And the heat that escapes your breath down my face,
I love you spews from my lips,
Like the way candy reaches your soul,
Slowly, invigorating, deliciously,
The awe as it goes down,
Then it’s gone,
Devilishly it vanishes,
Erased and the memory vanquished,
Leaving me still unfulfilled,
Similar to waking up alone empty in this bed,
Nothing but a sweet,
Tortured memory,
Haunted by your remaining fragrance that has infused my life,
My soul.

To Tend the Garden of Love

I walked alongside my dreams under a partial moonlight,
Remembering our mystical nights,
The hours of entanglement,
Endless screams of delight,
The wetness and taste of your kiss,
The rightful passage of young soulful lovers

The heat of your breath creates an ache,
And I drift deeper into this sleep,
Can you hear me speak?
My spirit is talking,
Telling the stories embedded in my soul

My memory vividly paints a breathtaking garden,
Our garden of love,
I could stand here for hours gazing at the fire of our love

I long to feel you tend the inside of my walls,
Spreading your fertilizer of love,
To nourish my garden,
Enhancing the beauty of my outward glow

I want to join in,
Become a part of this dream I stand beside,
Water the soil with the passion you bring,
Securing a tight wrap of your tool,
To penetrate this dream,
And awake,
With you here

I want to recreate the dream,
Spend hours,
All day and night,
Tending our neglected garden,
Planting new trees and flowers,
The fierce beauty and creation,
Of our lust

My nitrogen drips,
Ready to mix your seeds with my flesh,
To feed our garden,
Bring it back to it’s lustful state,
A merge of my dreams and this reality.

Saving Him, Saved Me

There was a day when my attitude wandered in murky water,
When I failed to look at life through clear-colored goggles,
There was a time when I wanted to drown in quick sand,
I didn’t see a helping hand reaching out,
No one wanted to save me,
Not even a little support,
To help me through my darkest hours,
And part of me still shined in my black stricken days,
I wasn’t completely giving up,
It was my light that eventually pulled me from the dirty water,
It cleansed me of the toxins that lightened my weight,
My soul,
And I rose from the sand,
There was a man,
Who needed saving,
I felt the pull,
I knew I could help him see there is true love,
In this world,
For him,
For me,
Saving him,
Saved me.

Street Lights

The last thing I remember I was driving up the street,
Feels like it was a just a minute ago,
Now it’s time for me to go,
Time rushes through when it’s just me and you,
Crawls like a turtle the next six days out of the week,
And all I can do,
Is snatch that mental note,
Adding to my book of our memories,
I stay fixated on your smile,
Remembering it was the first thing I saw as I walked up the street,
Your smile expands so wide,
My heart and soul smiles back at you not once, but twice,
The rest of the day is blurred,
And gone away,
I stand there missing you and you’re still here,
Standing next to me,
Screaming inside for time to start standing still,
I don’t want to drive home alone,
Climb into my empty bed,
Without you there,
And a rush of sadness washes over my face,
Quickly I bury my cheeks to your chest,
Hiding my colorless skin,
Stone washed porcelain,
Where’s my glow?
I know I can’t pretend,
You’re on to me,
You’re saddened too,
Struggling to find the words,
Where we block the word good bye,
Kissing under the street lights one last time.

Rekindled

I remember your gallivanting ways
Never was I one to see the day
Watching off to the side like a breeze that glides by
Rustling your hair and I bet you heard a faint sigh

I missed the sun glisten off your skin
The ocean mist highlighting your kiss
And the dances in the rain

The years passed so quickly like the breath that escapes my lips
Memories of the unknown
Haunt the dreams between dreams
I can’t find

Now you see me and I see you
Captured in each others sparkling, glowing web
And neither of us wants to leave
Feeding our souls with each others wine and bread

I miss the days that I do not know
But thankful to have missed the runaway days
The days where I would have been lost and left behind
Wandering down a drain of last nights whiskey sour

To young and not yet wise
Our spirits had to grow
Had to explore and feel the pain
Dispose of the toxins rotting our brains

Today we dance in the rain
Kiss under the moon
Smile like endless fools
Lost in the love once gone astray
Rekindled today
To last the infinite years
That lies ahead

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My boyfriend, my muse, lost his father this past Monday to cancer. Him, and his wife was the epitome of true love, and often called the “Notebook” couple by the neighborhood. As many of you know, I throw my soul into writing about this type of love, the Epic Love, and love in its truest form. I have found my twin soul flame, my epic love, my soulmate, and it would be a great honor to me, if you could help me, help them, during the most trying time of their lives.

Thank you for taking the time to read this…

Victoria Hope Kenyon

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Drenched In A Heated Kiss

Scorched by the touch of a flame,
My soul loves him fiercely,
The beauty of fire,
The glorious colors,
How could I not love him without passion?
There is no other way,
Never will he see a day of lifeless love,
Our love burns passionately,
Brought alive through his eyes,
The reflection of my soul,
Settles the hazy smoke,
Where I wandered lost,
For years,
Without true love,
Struggling to stay afloat,
My dreams,
Scattered in the heavens,
Waiting for the day,
The shadow would lift,
Where my dreams stood,
Absorbed,
Choking in the ash,
I suffocated without air,
Water,
My fire starter,
Relinquished the clouds,
To release my cries,
Heaven’s angels brought him down,
To be by my side,
Fire, and water,
The elements of our souls,
They balance our nature,
Fueling,
Calming,
Settling one another,
Where we find,
Serenity,
Peace,
Happiness,
Passion,
Our infinite love,
Underneath pouring rain,
We stand,
Drenched,
In a heated kiss.

Until Us

To be madly in love,
Where passion resides not only in lust,
But of the heart,
And mind,
Where a childhood picture,
Swoops in, and carriers your love,
And affection,
Deeper,
Where it is not just cute,
But warms your heart by adding to the depths felt,
A time where I knew of you,
A time of innocence,
The beginning to my end,
Where fate intervened,
Separated us to live,
Experience, and see,
How life would be without love,
Without the love born in us,
Childhood friends,
Who would later learn,
That chemistry,
Compassion,
The edge of reason,
Was nothing,
Until us.

An Epitome of a Dream

Where I do not see the beginning or the end,
Of love,
Or time,
Where my breath is not of my own,
My heart,
My soul,
Beats to yours,
As one,
Where all my pain,
My joy,
My smile,
My cries,
Mirror yours,
I lie in the unknown,
Where miraculously I am home,
Where there are no more fears,
Just hope,
Where everything has taken a back seat,
To the love living in us,
Blended beautifully,
Love so surreal,
An epitome of a dream,
I never want,
To wake from.

Run with Me

I took a personalty test to see,
What kind of woman am I…really,
Deep down I didn’t need a test,
But for fun,
I’ll play with the rest,
I have gifts,
Protected because they are all mine,
I roam free,
My spirit loves,
My eyes are portals,
To a time,
Where love was easy,
My touch makes you feel the excitement I contain,
My kiss takes you there, and away,
I speak my mind,
Hold no punches,
Volumes of stories leak from these lips,
You want to make me yours,
My appetite for pleasure,
Keeps you wondering,
What planet am I from?
I’m like a wild horse,
Running through the hills,
My hair is long, shiny and black,
A black beauty,
Galloping in the breeze,
My heart, and spirit,
Roam,
Where I am free,
Appealing, and captivating,
You long to have me,
Sexually limitless,
An aura that reels you in,
Don’t try to cage me in,
Run along beside me,
Join me in life,
Don’t make me one of those dreadful wife’s,
Life is to be experienced,
To love unconditionally,
Endlessly,
With grace,
Acceptance,
Sexually free,
Where I belong to you,
The beauty of a black beauty,
Is all yours,
Won’t you,
Run with me?

You’re my Spark, Blazing My Eternal Light

In the seconds that span across time,
I’ll be loving you with all I got,
Thinking about you each, and every moment I’m awake,
Dreaming about you when I am not

Waiting around for the next time you’re home,
With me,
Sharing a drink,
Sharing a smoke,
Getting drunk on our love

You’re my spark,
Blazing my eternal light,
Setting our love on fire,
Electrifying sex,
I sizzle, and scream in this delight

Can’t wait until I’m kissing you again, and I’m smiling from the inside,
The memories remain burned in my mind,
Holding your hand in this perfect love affair – it’s gold,
It’s everything I was never told

Everything I’d never know- until you,
Until you ruined my soul,
How quickly I forget,
Everyone who came before

The sun never burned so bright,
I never breathed the air so deep,
So tight,
I never knew love before,
Never knew what it felt to be loved by you

You’re my spark,
Blazing my eternal light,
Setting our love on fire,
Electrifying sex,
I sizzle, and scream in this delight

Can’t wait until I’m kissing you again, and I’m smiling from the inside,
The memories remain burned in my mind,
Holding your hand in this perfect love affair – it’s gold,
It’s everything I was never told

You belong to me,
And I belong to you,
The beauty of such profound love,
Love so true

I feel our love in the air,
I feel our love with each, and every breath,
I dream about today,
Tomorrow,
Spending my rest of my days,
With you.

I Bear My Soul

My love for you is vast,
and wide,
like the sea who’s home rejoices in the beauty of life,
and all that it has to offer in it’s arms that embraces the fragments of inner mystery,
the many wonders,
and of life itself,
where my love is home,
with you,
in this sea of love,
I awake from a deep sleep,
into this confession,
of an unknown place tied to you,
another mysterious writing moment where the gods summon me,
squeeze my soul to write from the depths of my essence,
to shower your existence with poetry,
my being,
and every inner,
and outer source,
that makes me,
me,
and the gift,
and treasure,
that is you,
I bear my soul to you.

No Other Fool

Amidst the sadness that sometimes permeates silence,
In the emptiness driving the distance,
Underneath the questions of validation,
Through the many ponders,
Not knowing my truest stance,
Kept at bay,
A union not tethered,
Manually flawed to loosen the cord,
My weary soul cries,
And through my wept tears,
All my love,
Is still bound to you,
For I could love,
No other fool.

One Day I’ll Know

I miss what I do not know,
I miss things I’ve yet to see,
Or hear,
I miss the tastes of our mingled enchantment in the dueling hours of our fencing tongues,
Or the words that you’ve not breathed through the whispers in the night,
And the dances under the moonlight,
With the warm summer breeze,
Lights wrapped through trees dangling,
Embracing us,
Highlighting the flawless imperfections that we hide,
Making everything about us perfectly disguised,
I miss the sparkle in your eyes,
The magical smile that carries my soul to a blissful state of mind,
I weep in the stillness of the night,
In my dreams waiting for you to come alive,
Will I ever see the day,
That you never go away?
Only a brief kiss good bye,
Until you’re escorted back to me under night lights,
And traffic parades,
Will I one day know,
All the things I don’t not know now,
Where my mind, and heart keep your mysterious wonders under lock, and key,
In the memories of my scripted soul,
Where you’ll forever live in me.

To Love

The fear of letting yourself go to be held in someone else’s hands,
The fear of the unknown,
We dance around the avenues,
Contemplate how much we will let go of ourselves,
How much trust to display in our hand of cards,
Do I display the full deck?
Keep guard of my high ones?
Give my queen of hearts?
To bleed in your hands if you choose,
To guard with your loving soul,
Would you?
Perhaps,
What do I have to lose?
To throw our heart to the risk,
The danger of losing our all,
It is there,
In the perils of love,
Where I lose my soul to you,
Where I am free to be who I am,
Give my all to you,
And in those precious moments,
Where I choose to be me,
I feel my new wings,
The way you hugged me,
I knew that I made the right choice,
I laid all 52 cards of me,
Upright,
And I didn’t fold,
Allowing all to reveal what life has in store for me,
With you,
Where love, and life is a gamble,
And in the hand,
Stands no ruse,
No bluff,
It is just us two,
In a game where no one seeks to lose,
Where love is found, and won,
With you,
Two souls who understand what it truly means,
To love.

The Monstrous Beast

Everything about you,
Invites me in,
The way you smile,
Laugh,
Joke,
The erotic way you smell to me,
The taste of your mouth,
The exotic way,
You fuck me,
My senses are inflamed,
I’m on fire,
Oh god what you do to me,
The bruises of passion,
I always seem to have to hide,
Daily reminders of the madness,
The wild animals we’ve become,
Where you are right,
This love can’t be tamed,
I’m going to close my eyes,
Listen to you sleep,
Waiting patiently until you’ve rested,
So I can tear you apart,
One more time,
To feed the beast,
You’ve created in me.

Priceless Treasure

I can’t measure the love I feel for you,
it stretches beyond imagination,
but what I do know,
is that my life feels complete,
and I’m rich,
full of wealth,
no amount of money,
or material possessions,
could ever fulfill the priceless treasure,
that you are to me.

Our Love

I love the way you look at me,
I lose myself when you smile back at me,
There’s nothing more I need in this world than to be with you,
Your silliness takes the edge of the daily dredge,
The way we talk,
For hours,
It could lead to days on end,
If only time was endless,
Oh how I wish,
For the type of conversations,
We like to have,
It keeps us yearning for more,
And the way you kiss me,
In between our marathon words,
The passion and heat,
The power of your mouth,
I’m possessed,
I love that you can’t keep your hands off me,
Pushing my buttons,
Looking in my eyes,
I get lost, and found in those dark eyes,
You leave me powerless,
I miss you when we say good bye,
I cry in between the heartbreak of the empty days,
The days I can’t see your face,
Wondering how in the world I ever survived all the previous days before,
The love we have for one another,
Pure,
And in such depth,
A love that can’t be explained,
Only felt within our hearts,
Admired from afar,
Making others guess,
What’s going on,
Jealousy of the craziness,
We call,
Our love.