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Unless It’s On A Wednesday

Sometimes I’m afraid to share
I’m afraid to let you in
Afraid to let you see the songs I’m playin

I don’t want to be judged for my music choices
The current mood I’m in
Or the words I write freely

Music, words, images to relate
They’re just reflectin
They’re just healin
They’re just a moment gettin me through this life

People start wondering if am I about to jump
They starta askin if I’m ok?
Thoughts are just thoughts
Unless it’s on a Wednesday

Move to my right -just feel me
Move to my right – join me if the music is just right
Start to feel the vibes
Let the music in
Move with me
It’s alright- I’m not judgin

Sometimes it’s a good thing
Being who you are
Not who everyone wants you to be
Just be
Just be
Come on just join me

People start wondering if am I about to jump
They starta askin if I’m ok?
Thoughts are just thoughts
Unless it’s on a Wednesday
Unless it’s on a Wednesday

White T-Shirt and Blue Jeans

I deleted all your pictures today
All of the ones of you and me
I was holding on to a few
The ones that use to save me and get me through
Now I’m setting those memories free
Forgetting who we used to be

Should’ve deleted them sooner
When there was no more future
Maybe I didn’t want to erase you out of hate
Maybe I was waiting for my first blind date

There’s finally peace saying good-bye
There’s no more tears to wipe from my eyes
There’s never gonna be a missed telephone ring
No more messages or words to hang on to pretending to be the real thing

A straight up mockery
Your love games
Makin foolish girls dream
While you pretend to catch their hearts
Leaving us to fall apart

There’s no reason to hold on to the past
There’s no reason to keep looking in the rear view mirror trying to make it last
I’ve got to keep my eyes on the road
Keep looking forward to the one I’ve been searching for

Come heaven or hell
He’s out there ringing some sort of bell
A gentleman waving and waiting for me
He’s got on a white t-shirt and blue jeans
He’s out there looking for me

I’ll be looking for him
I’ll be hollering to the wind
Whispering honey ima coming
Just stand still
Keep waving those hands
I’m gonna find you through the thick and the thin

I’ll be moving on up
You’ll be watching the way I keep steppin it up
The beauty with break-ups
There is always someone else waiting to hold the door open
And closing it behind us as you follow me
As you watch the loss of a good thing
Me standing in the arms of a gentleman with a white t-shirt and blue jeans

Since I Stopped Loving You

I remember the laughter and smiles
Late nights, draft beer, smoking cigarettes
Going nowhere for miles

I found love in you
It was simple
Easy
Love always felt new

Then we threw it away
We got lost,
Things got complicated
We fought with closed ears, closed hearts

Now I carry your memory everywhere I go
It’s gotta be bad juju I know
Sealed in a locket
Kept in my pocket
I’m makin my own ruse
To help me when I’m feelin blue

I’m getting along, moving along
Creating new memories
Doing my best to stay strong
Lookin for a new accessory
To wear around my heart

These sappy love songs on the air
Reminding me of you
Trying to get the words right
They just don’t seem to fit, they’re too small, too tight, too big to keep
me from losing you

Metaphors, recollections, simple impressions
We all got a song or two about rejection
Or love that lasts
Love that don’t

We used to talk about the rain
Dream about the days we’d hold each other through the storm
Every drop that hit the window
Was a tear lost without you near
Rain today is an opportunity for another man
to cease the moment you threw away

I just want to get myself out there
Change the weather
Sing a happier tune
Find someone better looking than you

Now I carry your memory everywhere I go
It’s gotta be bad juju I know
Sealed in a locket
Kept in my pocket
I’m makin my own ruse
To help me when I’m feelin blue

I’m getting along, moving along
Creating new memories
Doing my best to stay strong
Lookin for a new accessory
to wear around my heart

Looking for some happier times
Happier tunes
Looking for a reason just to get by
Smiling was easy when I was around you
All my smiles have died since I stopped loving you

My Candy

 

I wish I had never met you

I was doing fine on my own

Then you walked into my life

Unannounced

Threw my heart into a tail spin

I fell way too fast

Got caught up in love that would never last

Blind and missing all the signs

I fell hard for you

 

I had the boys lining up

Pushing my buttons

Playing all the right songs

Making me forget I wasn’t alone

Eating my candy

Satisfying all my needs

 

Then you came and moved me

Clouding my judgement

Rocking my body unlike no other

I didn’t see you were no good

God damn it hurts

Boy it hurts

 

Why did you have to go and fuck it up?

Why did you have to make me choose between right and wrong?

I couldn’t settle for just sex when there ain’t no real love

Any boy toy could have just had my candy

They could have loved me

Left without eating my heart

 

You had me enter your darkness

I’m still trying to find my way out

My heart is in my stomach

Can’t think of meeting anyone new

Can’t give my candy to just anyone now

 

I had the boys lining up

Pushing my buttons

Playing all the right songs

Making me forget I wasn’t alone

Eating my candy

Satisfying all my needs

Then you came and fucked it all up

You fucked it all up

Fucked it all up

 

 

Misguided Trust

I keep falling for the same ol’ lies
I keep chasing what’s not mine
Sucker for enchanted eyes
Crooked smile bringing me to my knees

The pattern is on repeat
These men I meet
Misguided trust
You keep failing me

They say keep your head up
You’re beautiful, you’re special
I wish you were still mine
Lies, lies, lies
Don’t lie to me

Puttin on the charm
Making me adore something that’s not mine
Liars, cheaters, abusers
Walk away, walk away
Keep your tainted love tame
Keep it away from me

This pattern is on repeat
These men I meet
Misguided trust
You keep failing me

Memories of the past
You keep haunting me
Blasting them on a mother fuckin broadcast
I’m walking thru the twilight zone on every street
It’s the same ghost love with every man I meet

Misguided trust you keep failing me
Misguided trust you keep haunting me
Misguided trust I am on my knees
Beggin you please, beggin you please
Keep em away from me

Taboo

There are moments when it feels like I have swallowed a ton of bricks

My insides cave like a building during demolition clips

My heart follows and I am reminded of you

Just when I think I’m okay to move on, there you are my taboo

 

Some days my tears swell

And it stops right there I’m not Adele

I remind myself to let go you’re gone

This isn’t a love song, you did me wrong

Just when I think I’m okay to move on, there you are my taboo

 

I think back to all the days I gave you all my love

I gave you my heart and soul

You took the best part of me, my free-love

Your love in return was a black hole

Just like your soul, I fell through

 

I still taste the poison from your lips

An illusion of the moon and sun’s eclipse

There’s no beauty in the lifeless hell we danced to

It was nothing but a pass-through

Just when I think I’m okay to move on, there you are my taboo

 

I think back to all the days I gave you all my love

I gave you my heart and soul

You took the best part of me, my free-love

Your love in return was a black hole

Just like your soul, I fell through

 

Just when I think I’m okay to say good bye

Just when I think it’s okay to move on

There you are my taboo

Making me fall through

Stay away from me

You’re taboo