Like This

Morning arrived swiftly
At accelerated speed
Herbs and wine still fill the air of last night’s affair

The stillness creeps and haunts me
The sun has arrived

My love
You are still vastly asleep
And your breath whispers the dreams of peace
And the memory rushes to escape me

I want to box this moment in time-
Make it all mine
I want to be able to open it anytime when I want to remember how you’re mine
How perfect each second feels
Whenever you are around me
In the room
Sitting over there
Anywhere
In plain view

There is no other love
No one as perfect as you-
For me

No one has ever touched me-
My soul
The added calmness you bring

This peaceful energy filters through my veins
Reminding me
That there is no greater love
No one as exquisite-
As you

To cherish you
Has been my life’s greatest pleasure
Respecting one another is equally bliss

I could never have imagined a book like this
The way we intertwine
The way we corrupt reality
The way we stop time
Stories can’t conjure up real life moments like this

It is my greatest gift from
God
The stars and the universe
Nothing ever so sweet has ever graced my lips

Love is not love
Until you loved like this

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I Can’t Describe

There’s a hundred and fifty different emotions I feel sitting next to you
All these feelings I get
Looking in your eyes
Captivating my senses
I’m missing you-
Why?

Thousands of years lost
My heart overwhelmed your found
When your sitting there-
Next to me

There’s a warm smile
Eluding from within
There’s this feeling
I love when it’s happening

I get wrapped up in you
One hundred and fifty emotions-Bottled up
Centuries waiting to unleash

It’s like thunder
Striking my heart
It’s like pouring rain
No wonder I miss you when it’s happening

When the skies cry
Releasing souls
I’m feeling them
Like I feel
When I look in your eyes

There’s a feeling I just can’t describe
I love you more than the word
I love you more than I can say
I love you
I really really really love you
You take more than my breath away

You take my soul
When I look in your eyes
Your soul absorbs mine
Mixed together
I feel all your love too

Why isn’t there another word to describe-
The love I feel for you?
Another word for love shared between two?

The rain has started to pour
I’m lying in bed
Remembering-
Your eyes
The feelings I can’t hide
All the emotions I can’t describe

Loving you more than the word-
I love you
Tortured
I can’t describe

I Don’t Know Why

Sitting on the edge of misery
I left a part of me
Emptied pieces of my soul
In an empty cup

He pretended to drink my secrets
I thought we were friends
He slowly poured me out
To seep through my core

Good god-
I’m broken and damaged
Look what I’ve done
Sold my soul to the devil
I don’t know why

All my sins
Out on display
A show and tell
Hell doesn’t look so appealing anymore
Give me sunshine
Give me rain
Give me anything but the flames firing above my head

Take me to heavens gates
Leave me like a forgotten dog
Tied
Outside
Let me starve
Let heaven take pity on me
My soul

Good god-
I’m broken and damaged
Look what I’ve done
Sold my soul to a devil
I don’t know why

I wasn’t pure
I had skeletons
Regrets
Oh lord
Was that why?
Was I tricked?
Please tell me why

I thought I was with a friend
Didn’t see the horns hiding behind the crown
Didn’t feel his tail slapping my behind

Good god-
I’m broken and damaged
Look what I’ve done
Sold my soul to a devil
I don’t know why

Committed Carnality

Faded sweetness
washed away
salivating soul
crawling seductively
come
come and please me

Fanciful rapture
heated ecstasy
the tingles
perkiness brushes against my cloth

More, more, more
my patience runs thin
I need you here and now
I need to breathe
taste you in

Here
in our cocoon
foolishly safe
hidden souls
whispered lust

Committed heart
handed over
in eroticism
shimmers in our greed

Passionate love
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now

My crooked smirk
I’m hungry
lost each time
I look deep in your soul

My screaming spirit
oh my darkest angel
the desire
no one knows
cursed by those eyes

Hypnotized
over and over
again
I beg for no mercy

Keep me
locked
famished
enraptured

Begging
pleasing
loving
passionate souls
a committed carnality

Wake Me

get-attachment

Trapped in a memory
suffocating
covered in the shit
you left me

The nightmare
replays
running
trying to escape

Don’t rape me

Not again
don’t let me relive
the horror
the pain

Nowhere to run
panting
I can’t sleep

Damn you
all you poor excuses
of human beings
that haunt me

All merging
together
drowning in a black sea
my nightmares

The dark clouds
angered
swarming in
I’m trapped

Wake me

Skipping Time

It’s now or never
I kept telling myself
Live in the now
And reach for the stars
But time kept stopping
I kept holding myself back
Looking back in that mirror
Missing all the signs

Life’s too short to skip time
Holding on to yesterday and all the lies
I am going to stand here, being bold and face today
I’m not going to miss another day

Tomorrow isn’t promised
How I’m barely learning it now
A little too late
But it’s not too late
Here we are
I’m doing it now

Life’s too short to skip time
Holding on to yesterday and all the lies
I am going to stand here, being bold and face today
I’m not going to miss another day

Life’s too short to care what someone thinks
Especially what they think of me
Life’s too short to pass on that cookie
Or sip some wine
Life’s too short to skip time