Bloody Pissed Off Inside

Stuffing deep 
The memories 

The branded insecurities 

My clouded mind

I can’t find the time 

Can’t find my way

Cant make it fade

Can’t stop the screaming 

Cussing

Bleeding

Scheming 

Bloody pissed off- inside

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By Your Side

Each new day I wake I feel your warmth lying beside me

I am soothed to the sounds of your lungs singing

About dreams

About life

I feel love
In these mornings
I hear patterns of your breathing

and I’m comforted for the first time

You are never going away

You are here to stay

You are home

We are home

I feel safe
Yet during the day

I still find myself missing you

Just not like before

How do I ever explain?
I miss you differently

I miss the morning

I miss the nights

I miss holding you at night

I miss the sex
I miss the comfort of our one soul

I miss the beating of our two hearts-bouncing rhythms of each other’s lyrics

I miss your scent
I can’t wait to get through the day

To escape the restlessness

To run home

To our home

To be near you

To feel the love

To see your smile

To hear your laugh

To see your eyes sparkle-

like glass
I miss you

I miss me

I miss us

I miss our new home
This is the only place I want to be

By your side

Infinitely