Where is my warrior, my lord, my god?

Desire and passion
Just the mere thought brings me to my knees
Arms held overhead
My body against the wall
The heat of his breath whispering against my neck
His right knee gently wedged between my thighs pressing firmly against me
The ecstasy being in that moment of energy
I sigh…
Those are the thoughts that haunt me
The way his scent intoxicated me
He was the lover before last
He was a universal love
Where we made love in the clouds underneath the stars
Yet the strength of his kiss missed the erotic touch I missed
If I could take his pleasure and mix it with another
One who kisses of fire and desire
I would have the perfect lover
The last lover tragically missed
The orgasms were there, but the kisses too wet to maintain a spark!
I Want
I Need
FIRE!!!
I want to feel my heart gasp
I want my stomach to fall
I need to be on the cusp of fainting and screaming for more
I crave a warrior
I want him to tear my goddess walls down
Chip away inch by inch with a fiery kiss
To turn my world upside down
To bring me to my knees
To weep of erotic joy
To take me back to the stars
With the moon as my guard
Where I belong
I need to feel loved and desired
So I ask…
Where is my warrior, my lord, my god?

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My Candy

 

I wish I had never met you

I was doing fine on my own

Then you walked into my life

Unannounced

Threw my heart into a tail spin

I fell way too fast

Got caught up in love that would never last

Blind and missing all the signs

I fell hard for you

 

I had the boys lining up

Pushing my buttons

Playing all the right songs

Making me forget I wasn’t alone

Eating my candy

Satisfying all my needs

 

Then you came and moved me

Clouding my judgement

Rocking my body unlike no other

I didn’t see you were no good

God damn it hurts

Boy it hurts

 

Why did you have to go and fuck it up?

Why did you have to make me choose between right and wrong?

I couldn’t settle for just sex when there ain’t no real love

Any boy toy could have just had my candy

They could have loved me

Left without eating my heart

 

You had me enter your darkness

I’m still trying to find my way out

My heart is in my stomach

Can’t think of meeting anyone new

Can’t give my candy to just anyone now

 

I had the boys lining up

Pushing my buttons

Playing all the right songs

Making me forget I wasn’t alone

Eating my candy

Satisfying all my needs

Then you came and fucked it all up

You fucked it all up

Fucked it all up

 

 

Oh Henry

It’s been awhile now

Since you been away

It’s only been a few days

But is feels like years I’m displaced

 

I am sad

Making myself mad

Over little things you did not say

Things you did not do

All awhile I am simply just missing you

 

You didn’t do a thing

The mental madness of missing you makes me crazy

Lonely

I’m lost without you

 

Baby, baby, you got what I need

oh Henry, oh baby, baby

 

Spritzed your cologne across my wrists

Caressing them across my neck, my chest, making you exist

I got your scent on me now I am starting to moan

Can’t wait for you to come home

 

Can’t wait for you to do the things you do

Can’t wait for you to make me smile from across the room

Making me laugh, rolling my eyes

Loving you over and over with the silly gestures you make me feel alive

 

One more day, counting the hours

Staring at the moon and stars

Waiting for you to come home

Can’t wait to get you alone

Can’t wait to rediscover the parts of you I want to devour and adore


Spritzed your cologne across my wrists

Caressing them across my neck, my chest, making you exist

I got your scent on me now I am starting to moan

Can’t wait for you to come home


Can’t wait for you to do the things you do

Can’t wait for you to make me smile from across the room

Making me laugh rolling my eyes

Loving you over and over with the silly gestures you make me feel alive


Baby, baby, you got what I need

oh Henry, oh baby, baby

Can’t wait for you to come home

Can’t wait for your scent to roll over me

Making me laugh

Making me feel alive

Oh Henry baby, you got what I need

oh baby, oh baby, oh Henry baby

You’re all I want, you’re all I need

My Beat

Through the years

My heart traveled without a beat

Searching for sound

Hearing only the dead silence of the wind,

As the decades passed

Failing to reveal promise

My heart rebelled

Leaving me

-Malnourished,

Brittle,

Lacking strength,

It broke all the rules

Singing glory to booze

Tangled in all the wrong drugs

Nothing filled the void

Nothing charged my soul

Nothing rose to the occasion or delusion of love,

Then off in the distant

My heart heard a faint beat

It echoed through a breeze

I felt your name

It engraved me

And tattooed my heart quickly,

Magnetically I flew towards the echo

At the quickest speed

Traveling through the darkest dead thicket,

In a dreamlike trance

Bleeding your scent

Musically and fearlessly whimsical

Dancing to an erotic beat

I needed to savor your soul

In reality,

At last

Found

You and I

After an eternity of death in love

Music and lyrics

United

Addicted,

In your arms

Sharing your heart

Your soul

Shake

Hey hey hey
Hey
You got me thinking
Am I in heaven
or some kind of hell

I’m spinning on your axle
Chasing your love
Trying to catch up
I want to drink you in

Your love is an earthquake
Cracking my earth
You are falling-in
I’m covered in your juice

Shake Shake Shake shake
Shake Shake Shake Shake
Shake
Your poison-is my friend

My world is upside down
I’m so confused
Your venom
It tastes – so good

Your love is an
earthquake
Cracking my earth
You are falling-in
I’m covered in your
juice

Shake Shake Shake shake
Shake Shake Shake Shake
Shake
Your poison-is my friend

You got me singing in hell
You got me chasing the sun
You got me baby
I’m your glowing moon
Lettin you in

Committed Carnality

Faded sweetness
washed away
salivating soul
crawling seductively
come
come and please me

Fanciful rapture
heated ecstasy
the tingles
perkiness brushes against my cloth

More, more, more
my patience runs thin
I need you here and now
I need to breathe
taste you in

Here
in our cocoon
foolishly safe
hidden souls
whispered lust

Committed heart
handed over
in eroticism
shimmers in our greed

Passionate love
I need you now
I need you now
I need you now

My crooked smirk
I’m hungry
lost each time
I look deep in your soul

My screaming spirit
oh my darkest angel
the desire
no one knows
cursed by those eyes

Hypnotized
over and over
again
I beg for no mercy

Keep me
locked
famished
enraptured

Begging
pleasing
loving
passionate souls
a committed carnality

Drunken Vulnerability- The Lion’s Den

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He gazed upon my weakness
In full seduction
I lay
A lamb
Sacrificing my flesh
To a lion
My lion
Underneath the wine
I lay my meal
On the sheets
While he masks his desire
Behind the lens
To capture his prize
My voluptuous ass