Whiskey Nights

Pacing up and down the halls
Holding on to our last phone call
I wonder where you are
How did I allow my feelings to get this far

Sipping Jameson on ice
Slowly succumbing to my vice
I want to reach out to you
I want to know if this feeling is true

Whiskey nights my only friend
Pimping the courage in my head
Screaming victory with one more shot
You’ve got to give it all you got

Baby baby you got me on my knees
Wondering if you want me please
Twisting the towels on my bed
Working up the courage inside my head

Another drink
One more
That’s enough
I think that’s four
Suddenly I’m hitting the floor

Whiskey nights my only friend
Pimping the courage in my head
Screaming victory with one more shot
You’ve got to give it all you got

Waking up and I picking up my phone
Oh no oh no
What did I do
Staring straight at the words from you
A response to a text I couldn’t have sent
Oh god please what did I do
Damn whiskey reached out to you

Stunned by the phone’s vibrating ring
Your voice’s sweet laughter on the other end
How are you my whiskey friend
That was the beginning to my end
No other man’s gonna make me bend

Whiskey nights we’re through
Damn glad though I listened to you
Whiskey nights we’ll meet again
Another night on my death bed
To say good bye
A send off
To another life
The end

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I Couldn’t Hide

I saw you staring across the quad,
There was something in your eyes,
I wanted to run and hide,
Your soul burning in mine,
And my heart ached,
I wanted to be standing next to you

Fear struck me,
And I turned my head,
Looked the other way,
Pretended there was nothing there,
Nothing but air

And off I went
We were just kids,
And you were a little punk ass,
One of those good looking jocks,
Surrounded by all those wannabe players,
I didn’t fit in

I couldn’t make up my mind,
Kissing boys,
Kissing girls,
It just wasn’t our time

Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you

We went out separate ways,
Eleven years of childhood memories,
Never washed away,
I kept you locked away somewhere deep in my soul

Spent to many years chasing my soul,
Dancing with the devil,
Caressing lust

I couldn’t make up my mind,
Kissing boys,
Kissing girls,
It just wasn’t our time

Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you

No one never made sense to me,
No one made me feel whole,
No one understood me,
No one kissed my soul

You found me after decades,
Lingering in the phantom parade,
All messed up from the years of bad luck

You lit me up like a firestorm,
Turned my embers into flames,
The sex on fire,
Banished all my pain

Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you
Deep down inside I wanted you,
I needed you

No more kissing other boys,
No more kissing girls,
No more dancing with the devil,
I’ve found you.

Deep down inside I knew,
It was always you,
You knew it too,
I couldn’t hide from you,
Our destiny.

Honeysuckle Kiss

He looked the other way,
And I found your lips under the stairs,
What’s happening to me

I don’t know why,
Maybe it was your smile,
Your long curls flowing like angel wings,
Those pouty lips

Kiss me,
Nice and slow,
Kiss me,
Oh no

The taste of your lips,
Your sweet smell,
Oh my
Oh my
Oh my

Touch my thighs between my knees,
Hurry baby,
No ones looking,
It’s just you and me,
Let me feel you

I need to walk away,
You’re taking my breath away,
My man’s still looking the other way

My heart stopped beating,
You’ve stolen my soul,
That scent girl,
What’s come over me,
What’s come over me,
These thighs of mine ache

My honeysuckle drips,
Bring me those luscious lips,
Taste the nectar,
Play with my vines,
Let’s got lost in this night

The taste of your lips,
Your sweet smell,
Oh my
Oh my
Oh my

He’s holding my hand,
I’m looking back,
I say good bye

Waving at the moment,
Looking at you,
Leaving behind a piece,
Part of me,
My soul,
That’s now become part of you

That honeysuckle kiss,
A scented taste,
Creamy skin,
Sensuous love,
The fantasy I’ll be dreaming of.

Banished Souls (lyrics for my friends punk band)

You’re looking at me,
Sizing me up,
Counting the ways I keep fucking shit up,
I ain’t no good,
Every word rolling off your tongue,
Every word you speak of,
Doin me wrong,
Swearing the same old song,
Lying awake,
Dissing on my mistakes,
Corrupting my mind,
With the derogatory remarks,
Poisoning my spirit,
Leaving me to bleed,
Losing my soul,
With your constant bitching,
When you gonna leave me alone,
And stop spreading me thin,
When you gonna stop beating me up?
There’s nothing left to drain me from,
No energy to siphon,
You stripped my heart, beauty and soul,
Snow White no more,
Just a old withered whore,
Lying on the streets of banished souls.

Take Every Part of Me

The words that escape your mind,
Painted across my screen,
Lavish me

They caress me like a warm oil massage,
The intense,
Erotic sensation builds between my sweet,
Luscious lips

I begin to fantasize with you here with me,
Laying patiently on my bed,
Your eyes glamour me like a devilish vampire,
Hungry for the taste of my enchanted blood

Slowly the pull gravitates me to you,
Under your spell,
I straddle your hips,
Grab your face with both hands,
Intertwining my fingers in your hair,
And kiss you with tempestuous passion

I can no longer breathe on my own without the support of your breath,
Breathing together as one,
You break away from my lips,
Stare deep into my eyes,
Your passion possesses me

I am paralyzed without your breath,
Your mouth firmly plants on the roundness of my shoulder,
You bite,
Pull away,
Looking to see how much more I can take

I scream a soft belching cry,
I hiss and I hungrily look to approve,
I beg and sigh

My body reacts,
My body dances like a snake,
And I grind

The devil comes alive in you,
Your hand grips my hair,
I feel the pain as you pull my head back,
A whimpering bellow echoes in return

The gleam in your eyes as you strike my neck,
Brings me orgasmically to your command,
And I now beg,
Plead,
With heated breath,
To take every part of me.