The Tongue of Dead Emotions

Blankets of sorrow cover me

You spin me around pulling them off me so freely

The realization of disconnect rips me to shreds

Disillusioned by games I am misled

No longer am I covered in the faith of love

The security of protection fades that I once spoke of

Naked, alone and empty of my spirit- stripped of trust

Love is a bust

Now I am a mourning dove

Baffled by the tongue of dead emotions I once thought were live emotions of love

 

 

 

Released By Nuvole Bianche

Touching the deepest part of my mind

Bringing tears to rain heavenly from my soul

The sad girl inside escapes the prison of the thoughts holding capture-the truth

There are no dreams

There is no love to save you

There is no tomorrow

There is only now-this moment to feel without second-guessing oneself

To love from within-to breathe it out

To live amidst the living and the dead

Floating away from the river of regrets- no more

I heard love speak to my soul in the musical notes of a song

Released by “Nuvole Bianche”.

 

An Intimate Moment, You and Me

I love you for removing the grey clouds that pierce my eyes,
I love you for adding extra sunshine to my life,
I love you for getting mad at my irrational times that make me shake the fears that are only mine,
It makes me adore you more,
For the man you are,
For being attentive,
For adding change,
For the continued effort,
I love you all the same,
I love you for all the love you show and give,
I love you for all these things,
The many, many, many things,
I even love you for all things you haven’t done because our time isn’t done,
For the infinite years that are still to come,
I love between the hours of today and tomorrow,
When you are loving me,
I fall more and more in love each time I look your eyes, 
When you are between my thighs reaching the depths of me,
It is there where I see your soul and feel the bond that cannot break,
You hold the key to everything that makes you and me.

Hold Me

Crying myself to sleep, I know you can’t hear my soft cries

You got your back to me, and I am wondering why

Why can’t you pick up on the soft clues, its been weeks

Why can’t you hear the tremble of my soul between the sheets

 

I’m battered, broken and beat

My self-esteem is in threads, I am starting to deplete

Stop yelling at me to change, to be more like you

I plead

 

Hold me close and see me through

Can’t you see, I am not like you

I am not like you

I am me, just me

Learning to fly with taped wings

 

I keep crying for the lord to help me

Anyone, anyone, can you hear me

Hold my hand until I fall to sleep

I reach for the pills in the silence but I still weep

I just want to numb the heartache

Erase the past

I just want to sleep

 

I’m battered, broken and beat

My self-esteem is in threads, I am starting to deplete

Stop yelling at me to change, to be more like you

I plead

 

Hold me close and see me through

Can’t you see, I am not like you

I am not like you

I am me, just me

Learning to fly with taped wings

 

The damage seems impassable

My heart is held together by band aids and stitches

Trying to fly with the shattered wings I wrapped

I am nothing more than a tortured soul trying to escape

 

No matter the love

No matter the pain

I see it all the same

I feel it all the same

I need you to hold me

Until I am whole

Until I change

Until metamorphosis brings back my trust in love

 

Hold me close and see me through

Hold me close and see me through

Hold me close

Hold me close

Hold me

 

 

 

Caged In Love

Last night I felt high
My spirit soared passionately
Excitement tingled between our flesh
Our breath spoke the hidden language of love
Engaged in our kiss
Entangled souls
Our bodies wrapped as one
Lost in the moment
Caught between heaven and earth
I drifted to sleep from the ecstasy of it all
I slept with the Angels
As the morning whispered first light
I  still feel you holding me tight
My heart is caged in love
Fits me like a glove
For the first time
I don’t want to fly
I don’t want to get away
I want to be here
With you
My heart I thought was mine
Was always yours

Baggage Claim

  

There is a story hidden behind my eyes, there is depth that cannot reach the surface of my lips for the internal walls of my soul have barricaded my words in darkness, and they search for the same buried light it hides. #baggage #darkness #light #selfreflection #life #poetry